floating in pitch black

26 Jun

my friend is dying.
it’s not about me, i know.
i don’t know what to do, though. i feel as if my mind is floating in pitch black – a darkness that is intrusive, dense, overwhelming. i don’t like to linger on what makes me sad. i prefer to be happy, unplagued… but this is too serious, too serious to shoo away.
look how many times i have just used “i”.
when it is completely and utterly not about me.
how dare i.

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